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St Louis Streets Suck

I decided tonight the true reason I’ve been so crabby the last week is that every time I leave my house I have to walk across sheets of ice to get to my car, and then drive down a block which is a sheet of ice, play “chicken” with oncoming traffic (because the grooves in the ice are down the middle of the street.)  And I wonder why I’m in a bad mood. 

I think it’s great that St. Louis doesn’t care about those of us who live on side streets.  Do I still have to pay my earnings tax since I get nothing from this?  It’s been a week since the storm.  I understand that main streets are more important, but how about coming to the small streets afterwards?  Oh, and homeowners and landlords—clean up the sidewalks in front of your house.  It’s been a week. 

Yeah, I’m pretty annoyed. 

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Winter Doldrums

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I have been in a crabby mood lately.  As you might have guessed based on my short, crabby blog entries.  I couldn’t figure out WHY exactly—

I finally figured it out—it’s the weather.  I’m SICK of the ice, snow, and cold…the ice that simply PILES up on the streets and doesn’t go anywhere due to the COLD.  I want to be able to freely move outside, and I can’t for risk of falling (and I do tend to fall a lot).  I want sun, and warmth, and sandals.

But this is winter, after all, and I don’t want to live in Florida or Arizona (I really don’t.)  So I need to just live with it.  And as far as all the students that are annoying me probably because they are also feeling crabby…for the same reasons that I am—I need to cut them some slack.  We are all in the same icy cold boat here.  I remember in the fall (and the beginning of January!) I was full of patience and hope…I need to try to regain that rather than simply counting down the days until summer. 

Do you experience the winter doldrums as well?  Do you have any suggestions for me?

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Summer?

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It seems like lately a lot of people have been asking what my summer plans are.  I know they are being friendly, and perhaps they are daydreaming about summer due to the cold weather.  But seriously, it’s stressing me out!  I don’t KNOW what my summer plans are…because as usual, I don’t know what my fall plans are.  So if I am not certain (I know nothing is really certain, but I always feel that my life is more temporary than many of our friends) what my fall plans are, I can’t know my summer plans…can I?

I do know that I want Chris and I to take a fun vacation somewhere.  Just not sure what the budget will be.  And probably in July.  I am very interested in a cruise to Alaska, but I would also love somewhere beach-y and tropical. As much as I love cruising, I don’t have to cruise every summer.

I also know I want to go somewhere for a teaching training workshop.  I’m leaning towards Kansas again because of price, location, and quality. 

I know I will play a lot of weddings.  And I want to add a day of teaching at home after school lets out. 

But seriously people, let’s not add to my stress levels!  (Yes, I’m nearly always stressed.  I really just need to come to terms with the fact that stress is a genetic problem.)

(Someday I should write a blog post compared my own life to Natalie Portman’s in Black Swan.  No, I’m not crazy, but I do occasionally pick at /chew my cuticles.  Practically the same, right?  And my constant striving for perfection in my life…and failing…and going crazy and killing people?)

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Reminiscing about last summer…when it was hot…and there was much less snow on the ground.

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Grumpy pants

I feel like I just had a weekend…I’m tired of the snow, I’m tired of sitting around the house, I’m tired of going to concerts.  WAAAH!

But here we are, ready for the weekend again…tonight I’m GOING to see Mahler 6 and then out with friends.   We’re going out with two other couples and it should be fun.  Saturday I have a workout with Mike (again, yay!) and Sunday is spinning class and (hopefully) a long run.  What else to do?  Anybody want to hang out?  I need to get out of the house more!

Good news is that Chris is rotated out (for now, unless somebody gets sick) of next week’s concerts—which means we made a reservation for dinner next Saturday night.  Granted, said reservation is at 8:30 pm, but still, I’m excited to have an official Valentine’s Day dinner.  (Yes, I know Valentine’s is on Monday, but I have to work all day Sad smile )  Hopefully Chris won’t get called in, but if he does, maybe we’ll get takeout dinner and eat later then?  I’ll worry about that later.

It’s funny—I generally love being at home relaxing, but not for an entire week!  What is the saying, be careful what you wish for because you might get it?  I should savor this time though, because the rest of the month is going to be busier (unless there is another huge storm, haha!), what with regular teaching, opera, and one weekend taken up with the Mark O’Connor workshop (though the rumor is that it might get canceled due to low enrollment, boo!). 

I’m also excited about the race next weekend—5 miles.  I haven’t run that distance before in a race.  It would be AWESOME to break 1 hour, but I’m not counting on it.  I AM hoping to win though!   I am also hoping I can run the whole way, just walking through the water stations.  That’s my real goal, not the time.

How are you all enjoying your weekend?  Or if you are working through the weekend, how are you anyway? 

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Happy Groundhog Day!

I think of Mike Cimbala, my former stand partner from when I was in the Charlotte Symphony, on Groundhog Day.  One time he told me it was one of his favorite holidays and he liked to spend the day watching the movie Groundhog Day (with Bill Murray).  I miss Mike, as sitting with him was one of my favorite parts of my job with the Charlotte Symphony, and I learned a lot from him.  (I left Charlotte and the symphony, and tragically Mike passed away a year and a half ago.)

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Mike Cimbala, violinist

Speaking of having the same day over and over:  I ended up having today off and will have half of tomorrow off as well.  I am teaching my private students at my house tomorrow unless they cancel (note to students:  please come unless you can’t, in which case, please call or email!).  I can’t believe how fast a week goes by when you haven’t really done anything…

Usually by Thursday I am exhausted and ready to face my last day of teaching of the week.  Instead, I’m…well, honestly, I’m still exhausted, but really I’m fairly well rested.  I am excited to teach, but the Thursday feels anticlimactic.  After all, I’m about to embark on three days off from work.  At least by Monday things should be back to normal (until the next winter storm!).

I did do a long phone meeting today, cleaned a bit, did some necessary online shopping (teaching related, not clothes!), and spent way too long cleaning the ice off my car.  It’s supposed to get down to zero degrees tonight, and I didn’t think it would be any easier tomorrow.  I also got to the gym and ran 4 miles on the treadmill, which was really hard tonight.  Some days I feel like I can barely run at all, other days I feel great.  I wonder if that’s normal?

Chris and I went to Café Mochi with some friends tonight.  It was great to finally get out of the house.  We had some delicious sushi and udon noodles with shrimp (not together, two separate things), and then hit up a gelato place down the block for gelato and hot chocolate.  I recommend the pink geisha drink at Café Mochi, also the volcano roll and the udon noodles with shrimp (yum!).  At the gelato place, I didn’t want anything cold so I got a hot chocolate instead.  Probably the same calories, but I wanted something hot, since it’s supposed to get down to zero degrees tonight.

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Snowoverreaction?

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I did NOT make that word up.  I read it somewhere.  Sorry.

I spent all day at home today, due to the sleet and such.  The much hyped, much warned about snow (and follow up end of the world) never came…though it could still snow overnight.  In fact we may all wake up to an inch or two of snow!  (I do realize the rest of the state got significant amounts.)

I’m starting to feel like I don’t actually work.  Tomorrow morning’s school is canceled, and I imagine that tomorrow afternoon’s teaching will likely be canceled also. The gym even closed today—I had to miss an appointment with Mike *shakes fist at weather*  (I did a workout video instead). 

I don’t mind SOME snow days, but this is getting ridiculous.  Did I mention I do not get paid if I don’t teach?  And again, I don’t mind the occasionally day off, but between my trip to Phoenix and this week…well, I really haven’t worked much since Christmas break.  No wonder I was able to finish War and Peace.  I have only seen some of the students once or twice—I miss them!

I had thought about doing some cookie baking today, but decided that would be a detriment to my “lose weight this month” goal.  Instead I thawed some pumpkin chocolate chip bread from the freezer and had a small piece as a snack.  Basically I read a lot, watched some movies, and wasted much of the day on the internet.  I also did a fair amount of paperwork and cleaning.

I did NOT practice or do any wrist activities (i.e. push-ups or downward facing dog)—I’m still recovering.  My wrist feels much better but I don’t want to risk hurting it again.  I’ve been wearing my smaller wrist brace for much of the day.  I think after it heals I’ll still want to wear a wristband—maybe I can get a cool spiked one?  I would feel very tough.

 

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(what I would want)

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(what I would probably end up with)

Maybe tomorrow I’ll venture outside and take some pictures of the weather!  That would require putting on CLOTHES and (gasp) SHOES, but perhaps I can manage that.  I’d really love to get to the gym and run a few miles (or 5?).  I guess we’ll see what happens overnight with the weather.   We are still under a BLIZZARD WARNING (which I keep reading as BUZZARD warning everytime I see it.)

How’s the weather where you are?  Did any readers experience this recent storm?