Where are your doughnuts?

I usually do the weekly shopping on Tuesday after I meet with Mike at the gym.  Today was no exception.  Usually I get a mix of fruits/vegetables, meats/fishes, breads and rice, some milk, cheese, coffee, etc.  I’ve been trying to do better using up the stuff I freeze and the cabinet stuff, so today I mainly just got fruits/vegetables, some pork for a planned menu dish, coffee and some deli meat/cheese.  As I was unloading my stuff onto the conveyer the woman in front of me says, “Wow, I should have you shop for me with all that healthy stuff!” and the cashier says “Where are your doughnuts?”  I laughed, knowingly.  After all, the doughnuts are at the restaurants!  The healthy food is at home.

Keep in mind, this came after a week where I think I have actually gained three pounds…it’s amazing how in the morning before you PR on a half marathon you can be bothered that you weigh more.  After all, I wanted to lose weight this month, not gain…even if it is just a couple of pounds…even if you “carb-loaded” the night before.  THEN Mike tells me he is trying to “cut 10 pounds” for the half marathon so he will be very grouchy the next two weeks.  Of course…10 pounds in two weeks, that’s healthy right?  I suppose we have different half marathon goals—his is 1 1/2 hours (probably secretly less) whereas mine is 2 1/2 hours, and I can’t run as well if I am starving myself.  But that certainly made me more likely to buy a ton of vegetables at the store! 

So there I am in my gym clothes at the store, as usual…and I’m loading up on broccolini (is that even a real vegetable?), broccoli, spinach, carrots, etc.  And thinking how if MIKE can lose 10 pounds in two weeks, surely I should be able to lose a few pounds and fit into that pair of jeans in the bottom of my drawer that I am continually ALMOST able to button (and somehow still run 11 minute miles for the half on April 9), and my cart is SO full of healthy foods that the cashier actually comments on it…then I suppose I am doing something right…right?  And the scale is just a number, and certainly shouldn’t be the thing that makes me decide whether I feel good about myself or not.

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So I get home and make a large salad with a delicious new honey mustard dressing I’m trying out, and tell myself that the only snack I am allowed between now and dinner is a fruit…and we’ll just have to see how that goes.  I followed a very strict diet from January through November of last year, and since November I have gained approximately 3 pounds, which is actually pretty great (especially since I am in much better shape overall) but now it is so hard to follow a strict diet because I just don’t have as much incentive.  After all, most of my wardrobe fits and looks great, I can do a ton of workouts, I can run 4 to 5 days a week…I’ve run 92 miles this month (1 more to go to meet the goal!)…and honestly I’d rather be a little stronger than thinner…I guess I am still convinced that everybody is looking at my fat and judging me.  (Do people ever do that?  Am I alone in this fear?) 

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This is what I need to do to beat 2:30 in the half marathon.  I want to shoot for 11 minute miles.  If it’s not too hot, if I don’t get cramps or side stitches, and if I don’t have to stop to use the bathroom, I know I can do it. 

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I can’t remember the last time I had one of these…years…does anybody remember the Boston Crème Donuts at Presti’s (anybody from ye olde alma mater of CIM, that is)?  

Damn.  Now I really want a doughnut!  Unfortunately I didn’t buy any at the store.  Guess it’ll have to wait.

OMG Cake

My friend Laura is a fantastic cook and we were lucky to get invited over to her house last night for dinner.  She made salad, salmon, couscous, and a Bailey’s Chocolate Cake.  OMG.  So good. (and now OMG is totally in the dictionary, so…)

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Naturally this picture doesn’t do it justice.  But it was one of the greatest things I had ever eaten.  Three layers of cake, ganache, icing, chocolate shavings on top…*drools*  Thanks Laura!  You’re the best!!

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Laura, admiring her masterpiece..

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Chris didn’t want me to take the picture until he had his classic “drinking” pose…but I showed him!

Oh, and here’s another picture from the weekend.  Saturday night (after a four hour nap, trying to recover from the half-marathon I ran) we went to the Chamber Project St Louis concert at the Chapel.  It was snowing by then, so the boys had a little snowball fight.

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After the concert (which was fantastic, though sparsely attended, most likely due to the snow) we hit up the Fountain on Locust where I had a “grasshopper” which was a minty ice cream martini, and a spinach salad…yum! 

Overall it was a great weekend!  (Yes, I’m aware it’s Monday night, not Sunday night…)

Here’s a little bit of Star Wars/CSI: Miami humor I found online:

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On the docket for this week:  LORD OF THE RINGS WITH LIVE ORCHESTRA!!!!!!!!  (yes, I’m rather excited).

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(really, aol?  internet keyword?  Is this 1993??)

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you’re welcome Smile

Inaugural Alton Half-Marathon (recap)

Saturday, March 26, 8:00 am, Alton Riverfront Park.

I initially signed up for this race for two reasons:  one, it would be a good test of my pacing for the Go St Louis Half two weeks later, and two, the course was very scenic, crossing the Mississippi River on a bridge and running alongside the river much of the time. 

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I didn’t sleep well the night before, but I got up at 5:30 am.  Alton is about 45 minutes away and I hadn’t picked up my race packet/shirt yet, so I wanted to allow plenty of time.  Also, the weather was cold and I just didn’t know what to expect.  Snow was in the forecast for the afternoon and rain in the morning, but luckily it wasn’t raining at the time, and even luckier the rain held off.

However, it was very cold, and colder by the river.  Where the entire race was, except the part where we ran over the bridge, where it was even colder and windier. 

I wore my ear covering headband, a fleece jacket with a tank underneath, long tights, and little gloves.  I wish I had worn bigger, warmer gloves, and a long sleeve shirt, but otherwise I was okay.  Oh, and maybe a skirt or shorts over my pants.  I planned to take pictures during the race on my phone, but it was just too cold to use my phone much. 

It wasn’t quite as windy when the race started, though.  I arrived at the site around 6:45 am.  Parking was super easy as this was a small race—I picked up my bright yellow long sleeve tech shirt, some brochures, a plastic cup, and my race number.  I decided to hang out in my car until about ten till 8 (with a couple of port-a-potty stops).  It didn’t seem too cold outside, so I thought I should get out and walk around a bit.  I almost left my gloves in the car! 

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The race was only gun timed, not chip timed, but there didn’t seem to be more than 200 or so people there, and I’d estimate it took about 3 to 4 seconds to get started, so that wasn’t a bit deal.  My goal was to run approximately 12 minute miles and to run as much of the race as possible, preferably only walking the water stations.  Basically we ran from the park to the bridge, over the bridge, south for a few miles, back, back over the bridge, south again for a bit, and back to the park.  The double backs weren’t quite as exciting, though it was fun to see the faster runners heading by.  There were 5 or 6 water stations, and I walked through them all, and only walked a little longer three times (going back across the bridge, and then trying to eat two Gu’s). I was towards the end of the pack the whole time, but I was surprisingly okay with that—especially as I realized I was definitely going to p.r.!  I thought a smaller race would be lonely, but compared to training runs it was still really fun!  I was never alone and was always within sight of several other runners, and the water station people would always cheer me on.

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I tried to take a picture on the way back over the bridge.  Meh.

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Found these pictures elsewhere.  The first is the Clark bridge, the second a view of the Alton lock and dam, which we ran by after we crossed the Mississippi again, back in Illinois.

There were a couple of things that weren’t good:  first was right after crossing the bridge.  There was a distinctive manure smell blowing in for a bit, and I was having trouble with that.  Then the wind really picked up and by the time I was crossing the bridge back my wrists were practically numb.  I was really struggling then, but knew it would be a little better off the bridge.  I had looked forward to the bridge crossing but hadn’t anticipated the strong winds!  And it was better off the bridge, though still windy.  I knew I would feel warmer in my car with the heat on, so I just forged ahead.  I also wasn’t able to eat my second gu very easily due to my hands feeling numb, and never bothered to try to eat a third one.

I did the first 10 miles in just under two hours (within seconds) and I could not have been more on my 12 minute mile plan.  I considered kicking it a bit more in the last three miles, but didn’t want to give it my all—I wanted to save something for the race in two weeks, and make sure I would be able to keep running this week. 

My time was 2:36:57, a new PR (personal record)!  That’s over a 10 minute improvement since Phoenix in January, and I couldn’t be more pleased.  

After the race there was a tent with water, bagels, chips, and bananas.  I had a bagel and water, stretched a bit, sat down, and then decided to head to my car to try to warm up.  I was SO cold!  I waited for 10 to 15 minutes before driving home, where I promptly crashed in bed for the rest of the afternoon.  I didn’t feel too sore at all, and I think that’s because I didn’t push myself that hard and treated it more like a long training run, which was absolutely my plan. 

Success!

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You can see the green/white finish line behind me.

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This was my first medal that didn’t just have a plain ribbon, kinda fun!

The race was sponsored by the Alton Telegraph, and there was a nice article in the paper afterwards.  I did briefly chat with the woman they mentioned who had just had surgery on her eyes, though she didn’t mention then that the surgery hadn’t worked.  She was a very positive person, just as the article makes her sound.

I know I can run this faster—particularly because I feel FINE today—my legs are a bit tired, but nothing like after the Phoenix race where they were completely spent.  That tells me I can do better in two weeks…fingers crossed for 2:30 or bust! 

Still engaged, no date yet

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It’s been over a month since we got engaged, so naturally people are asking about the date and such.  No, we haven’t set a date yet.  We are still waiting to find out a few things about next “season”  before we make any big decisions.  So I haven’t made any more wedding plans or anything, as until we decide on a date, we can’t choose a venue, and all the trappings that go with that.  It will happen in the next two months, and possibly sooner.  Also…(how to put this without seeming materialistic?)…we haven’t gotten any engagement gifts yet?  I assumed after announcing our engagement the gifts would start pouring in?  (We have received cards and many well-wishes, which is plenty, of course—I am kidding about the gifts!)

I am thinking I should enlist my cat as the flower girl or the ring bearer.  Has anybody done that?  How did it work out?

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(Not my cat, but eerily similar…)

From flip flops to snow flurries

On my way to Illinois this morning two things happened.  One:  it started snowing.  Two:  one of those automated signs told me the exit to the bridge to Illinois was closed.  I debated turning around and returning to bed, but luckily the exit wasn’t actually closed…I don’t know if it was about to and I just got lucky or what, but rather than going home I did continue on to work.

Teaching today was fine.  I realized today that at least one of my students has made absolutely no improvement this year.  I feel like I am really trying with this student but they just aren’t getting it (or practicing either…and I guess I’m just not one of those super awesome teachers that has a year’s worth of practice motivation).  But other students are making great progress—so at least I am not failing too many of them!

I put this as my facebook update today:

Yesterday: flip flops. Today: snow flurries.

and my sister Leslie wrote:

hm, i know flip flops is not a weather. are you wearing snow flurries today? those sound fantastically comfortable!

isn’t she a card?

Unrelated:  I found this article about community service and how musicians relate to their public to be very interesting.

Have a happy Thursday!

thoughts about violin, teaching, running, life.