Cookies for students

I brought two kinds of cookies today to my students at Child of God.  Originally I had made these cookies in a hurry over the weekend for my Good Shepherd students…but then school was cancelled–

Last night was the Good Shepherd Orchestra concert.  We had missed our last rehearsal on Monday due to the weather, but I knew the students were ready.  The only thing we hadn’t been able to rehearse (as much) was exactly how to act onstage, i.e. getting set up, bowing, etc.  So that was a bit of a mess, but they played great!  We also had a cellist join in, who hadn’t rehearsed at all, but he was advanced enough that he definitely added a nice touch to the group.

The one problem was that I should have double checked tuning before we began.  I had tuned everyone before, but after we got onstage we just got started, and one of the student’s violins was somehow completely out of tune.  He noticed as soon as we started and became very upset.  I felt awful, but there was nothing we could do until the end of the piece.  Two things I learned:  remind the kids not to freak out if their instrument is out of tune and just to remain calm and get my attention in between pieces, not DURING, and secondly, to double check tuning right beforehand.  Nonetheless the students did very well, especially since we missed the last rehearsal day.  Congratulations to them!

Back to today:  I needed to have all the Child of God students meet together and I wanted to run through the entire program, which is all of the pieces they know, from Pre-Twinkle Express to Perpetual Motion plus Jingle Bells.  (Obviously not all the kids play them all, but several do).  Behavior is an issue with several of the students, so on Monday I told them the plan:  IF they could be quiet and practice the run through with 10 minutes to spare, THEN we would have cookies.  If not, then no cookies…

I also threatened if anybody forgot their instrument they would not be allowed to perform on Friday.

We almost didn’t make it.  One of the girls forgot her instrument, and was crying (it’s not a teaching day if somebody doesn’t cry).  However, she was one of the students who always remembers…this was her FIRST time forgetting!  I told her IF she played the program five times between class and Friday she could still participate—I wasn’t wanting to punish them especially a first-time offended. (Yes, I’m soft).  Then her violin showed up anyway!  One student’s bridge fell over—he claimed he had no idea how that happened (I saw him and another student collide…).  The instruments were all badly out of tune.  Three children claimed bathroom emergencies.  Everybody had questions about where to stand, when to play, what song were we playing, etc.  BUT somehow we soldiered through and played all the songs with ten minutes to spare.  I was so glad as I did not want to take home these (less than) homemade cookies.

I made two kinds—gingerbread and sugar cookies. (One of the students has a peanut allergy, so no Monster cookies or anything super-fun like that.) Both were from cookie mixes to save time, and both were iced.  The students preferred the gingerbread, but then again, the sugar were slightly burnt.  And yes, they asked to trade for not burnt ones…and returned the burnt ones to the tin rather than tossing them out.  They also asked why I didn’t bring the pumpkin ones from before. But they all said THANK YOU and I know they will be good on Friday night for the performance.

Whew. One more student performance to go before vacation!

Edited to add HBBC stats:

HBBC:  30 minutes cardio/strength: 2 points

Cookie Monster

I have a problem.

I think I am a cookie monster!

I keep eating cookies.  Every day!  Stupid cookie swap party, stupid friends who make delicious cookies.

I need help! 

*promises to not eat any more cookies tonight, can make no such promises about tomorrow*

 

cookiemonster

HBBC:  .4 mile walk: .4, workout with Mike: 4 points, 7 f/v: 1 point, total: 5.4 points

Gratitude

Prompt: Appreciate. What’s the one thing you have come to appreciate most in the past year? How do you express gratitude for it?

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There are lots of things I appreciate.  I spent the month of November writing here in my blog about them.

What have I come to appreciate most in the past year?  Honestly, I think I’ve come to appreciate my own humanity most.  In the sense of my life, my mortality, and my connection to other people.  I appreciate the human experience we all have here on this earth.

How do I express gratitude for it?  Must I ?  Can I simply appreciate something?  I live, therefore I am grateful.

One more week!

It’s the last week until Christmas break, yippee!

And what an auspicious start—but let me back up.

stclarechurch

Inside of St. Clare Catholic Church, where I performed with the Masterworks Chorale (is there one of those in every region?) over the weekend.

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The outside of St. Mary and St. Mark’s in Madison, Illinois.  I performed at a mass last weekend, on Saturday, and will perform next weekend as well.  The picture doesn’t do it justice—it’s ROUND.  I’ll try to get a picture next time… the people are very nice and appreciative of our music, which is always a treat.

So that was Saturday.  NO WEDDINGS.  WEIRD!

Sunday I woke up to about 2 inches of snow, and it was still coming down.  Not a blizzard or even much of anything by Cleveland standards, but pretty bad for St. Louis.   It was also really windy.  I decided I just couldn’t brave the storm to go to the Metro East concert that afternoon—I was disappointed, but I knew most everybody else involved lived very nearby and I would have had close to an hour commute…just too risky with the weather, and when I was not necessary.  I hope the students weren’t too disappointed I wasn’t there Smile  Next time, I promise!  I just hate driving in the snow here…the roads are SOOO slippery.  I miss Cleveland roads.

I DID brave the elements to get to the Masterworks Chorale concert but by then the roads were a bit better.  I was still terrified the entire time.

Monday:  One of my schools was canceled due to the weather.   (VERY VERY cold as well…5 degrees when I set out in the morning) Half-snow day!  Except our orchestra concert is tomorrow night—the students are ready, but I don’t know the details, and I had hoped to know by rehearsal…oh well!  I guess I will find out on a “need to know” basis?  I did enjoy the afternoon off, especially as I had (again) postponed my long run.  8 miles on the treadmill this afternoon was very boring.

I then taught three private students.  They were all great fun!  I can feel the week ticking by towards vacation…sorely needed vacation…

Wish the Good Shepherd Orchestra luck on our performance tomorrow night!  We are playing Good King Wenceslas, O Come All Ye Faithful, and We Three Kings.

HBBC:  Sunday:  90 cardio/strength workout: 6 points, 7 f/v: 1 point, Monday:  8 mile run: 8 points, 7 f/v: 1 points, total for both days: 16 points

Action #reverb10

Prompt: Action. When it comes to aspirations, its not about ideas. It’s about making ideas happen. What’s your next step?

Making ideas happen.

I love brainstorming.  I love coming up with ideas…on any topic!  But putting those ideas into play, making them happen, that is definitely not my strong suit.

In fact, I have a category here on my blog called “Grand ideas” for when I come up with…well…grand ideas!

I took a look back at the blog posts I categorized under that.  Very few of the ideas came to fruition…and I’m okay with that.  I would rather have a million ideas and make one (or none) of them happen than have two ideas and make both of them happen.  Is that lame? 

Sure, it might mean I take longer to reach my goal than somebody else.  But my life will be more interesting along the way, and I’ll never be bored. 

Besides, I don’t have goals.  I have “grand ideas.”

Playing the violin #reverb10

Prompt: Body integration. This year, when did you feel the most integrated with your body? Did you have a moment where there wasn’t mind and body, but simply a cohesive YOU, alive and present?

 

This is exactly how I feel when I’m playing the violin well. 

Playing the violin is both physical and mental.  My mind knows what I want the sound to be and makes body makes it happen.  If everything lines up, the magic happens!  I play the music exactly as I imagine it to be.

What can keep this from happening for me?

Pain:  from injury or overuse.  I am very susceptible to injury, particularly in my wrists and joints.

Tension:  due to nerves, stress, improper warm up, too cold, cramped for space, tired, sick, etc. 

Not practicing enough:  lack of planning, lack of inclination, lack of time, too much pain

But when these things don’t happen, when I am:

Pain-free

Relaxed

Well-prepared

I can play the performance of my life!  I can love my music!  I know why I have chosen my career!

Generally this happens during orchestral performances for me—I become ONE with the music, and I am absolutely swept away in the moment. 

I was glancing back at my concert schedule from this year (so sparse in contrast to previous years) and thinking of concerts I LOVED playing…

The recent Chamber Project Concert definitely fit the bill in places…Werther with Winter Opera did as well…Shostakovich 10 with Columbus Symphony…I could go on. 

So often, as a professional we get caught up in the details, the rehearsal schedule, our fee, the breaks, etc, and of course those things are important…but…we mustn’t lose sight of the forest for the trees!

This is exactly why I love to play the violin.  To become ONE with the music.  To have my mind and body absolutely integrated.  This is what I wish for all of my students to feel some day! 

thoughts about violin, teaching, running, life.