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Deep Thoughts on Self Promotion

Not really deep but…

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As a self-employed musician who wears many hats, self promotion is a big part of my job.

But it’s not always just about ME. I have to promote my different groups. I am not alone…if I don’t promote shows and concerts I’m letting down other people too. It can feel like a lot of “me me me”. But I also believe in what I’m doing and think that people will enjoy seeing my groups play!

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(especially when we play with a white piano! from Thursday’s Perseid Quartet concert…)

Now I am self-promoting a CD my friend and colleague Jen and selling to raise money for the St Luke’s Life and Hope Fund. Granted, it’s a bit of ME ME ME because we are selling a CD of us playing the concert in October, but it’s for a good cause!  At this time we are accepting preorders and hope to have the CD’s to you by mid-December. Is anybody interested in more information? Bach, Brahms, Prokoviev, Vierne, a live recording, it’s like being there! ($15/$5 shipping/handling if you can’t get it from me in person.)

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But the self-promotion never ends, does it? I have band concerts coming up… http://www.theprophecyshow.com/tour-schedule-the-prophecy-show.html, a choose-your-own-adventure style concert appropriate for children of ALL ages (meaning adults too) with the Illumine Ensemble… and then in the spring there will be more and more. I guess this is why bigger groups have marketing departments!

Anyway I apologize if you feel overwhelmed. On the one hand, I want people to know so they can attend if they want! On the other hand, I want to be more than just a marketing department!

Then again, this is a blog about my life, isn’t it?

Unrelated to my upcoming performances: We went to dinner and a concert Friday night. It was an unexpectedly free evening (rehearsal got canceled) so I was thrilled to see Alex Klein perform with the Arianna String Quartet out at the Touhill Performing Arts Center. Louie gets free tickets on occasion so the price was just right.

I’m finally recovering from my cold, so I’ve been running again. Running is hard, isn’t it? I am publishing this post and then heading out again. Good to get a run in before spending all day rehearsing.

Is it December 27 yet? That’s when my vacation really begins 🙂

Where DO the weeks go?

I am quite certain yesterday was Tuesday, right? It can’t be Tuesday AGAIN??

As a violin teacher, I’m very aware of the days of the week, as each Tuesday has a similar schedule, as does each other day, other than weekends. I see the same folks every Tuesday, and honestly, this fall is just flying by! It might be that I’m busy practicing and teaching and trying to squeeze in all that fun stuff that makes life more special, but honestly the days are just whizzing by and I’m worried before long I’m going to be old and need to retire, and frankly, just won’t be ready for it 🙂

I went to Trader Joe’s for grocery shopping this morning. I’m mentioning this because the checkout person and bagger commented that I hadn’t bought anything pumpkin flavored, when the store was full of stuff. WHAT KIND OF BLOGGER AM I? I pointed out that really it was a kind of sham, that pumpkin doesn’t have much flavor at all. And I didn’t admit that I considered getting a pack of pumpkin sweet rolls that you pop out of the tube and bake, but decided I could wait on those, or maybe bake my own over Thanksgiving break or something.

This Sunday is the MO Cowbell Half Marathon. I’m looking forward to it, and I’ve already planned out my post race meal location, I think. I’m anticipating being very slow but finishing well. I’ve been training well enough to maintain a 4:30 run/1:30 walk for the whole thing (I hope!) which means it should take me about 14 hours to finish (slight exaggeration) but I should be able to finish well and walk properly the next day too. That’s the plan. I’m not concerned about time, but I’m hoping to feel good (well as good as one does during a long race) and like I said, finish strong. I’ve run the race before, (twice actually) in a different life, and had a great time.

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I’m working really hard practicing Bach’s Sonata no. 1 in G minor for Solo Violin for my concert with my friend Jen on October 12.

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(from our concert flyer!)

I haven’t performed such a substantial piece from memory since I was in school and I’m both kicking myself and patting myself on the back for undertaking the task. Memorizing is hard work, folks! I am better appreciating how my students feel and how terrifying it is. You take a piece that you know well and can play really well with the music and then there is this new dimension of well, failing at it. I find that it works best to push through. You have to try to play the piece from memory and MAKE mistakes, and find your way through. If you give up and continually check the music you will never gain that confidence and make the connections in your brain on how to make it through without the music. I’m finally at the point (well, I was yesterday) where I really do know it from memory, and I know the chords are there in my fingers and my brain, and I just have to be careful to not rush myself. I’m having a blast, honestly. I’m terrified and horribly stressed out, but I generally know how to manage those feelings and I’m also really proud of myself for pushing past my fears and doing this. In my mind I’m planning to perform all 6 of the Bach Solo Sonatas and Partitas over the next few years (probably 6 or more years) and I think it’ll be a wonderful project and challenge for me. One at a time, to be clear. Not all at once. I am hoping also that I am offering my audience a nice performance as well as a personal challenge. I like to think I have something to say on the violin and I hope that people will enjoy it!

I tried to get out and enjoy a few recreational activities over the weekend. I went on a hike with Louie and his brother. I recently got the book “60 hikes within 60 miles: St Louis” with the idea that getting out of the city and into the woods would be a good idea. We did the Al Foster Trail and the Stinging Nettle Trail loop that is #1 in the book and it was a nice walk. The drawback was that there were lots of bugs still and lots of bikers that we had to yield to, but it was shaded, fairly easy, and did have some nice views of the Meramac River.

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We hurried from our hike to a concert at the Tavern of Fine Arts. Two of my wedding colleagues were performing a cello duet concert and I made a goal to attend more of my colleague’s concerts when I can, and this fit the bit. I was eager to hear them play something other than Pachelbel’s Canon, and I was not disappointed. They put on a great show and really made the cello duets seem like a ton of fun! They were also hilarious and had great onstage banter. Louie and I sat at a table with a couple who had recently moved to St Louis from Portland and we had some nice conversations with them as well.

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Our view. Sadly not our bottle of wine—that was the table in front of me.

Saturday I played a few weddings, as usual, and then we went to the Symphony Concert. The comp tickets we got put us in the fifth row which was fairly nervewracking for me, since I presumed that the entire orchestra was staring at me and judging me (my ex is a member of the string section) but luckily I had a decently obstructed view. It was a great concert. I didn’t know the first two pieces at all (Sibelius’s Swan of Tuonela and John Adams’s My Father Knew Charles Ives) so I enjoyed hearing them and should probably learn them more, and the second half was one of my favorite pieces, Prokofiev’s Symphony no. 5. Post concert we went with friends who are members of Blood and Sand and had a few cocktails there. Sunday was busy with running, rehearsing Schumann Piano Quintet, and finally relaxing after a nice dinner and catching up on some Mad Men.

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Please excuse the shoe. This is the best picture I found on my phone at this time. As you can see, my cat is doing well and is not too terribly stressed out.

May already?

Last week was a whirlwind. I was so busy! I had my divorce hearing which was very difficult emotionally and took up time, and then the rest of the week was filled with totally random but fun work activities. I want to fill you in on everything, but it seems overwhelming, so I’ll just do a few pictures with descriptions!

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I was in a video last week with my friend Joe directing. I got to wear this awesome dress with my favorite red shoes. There was a professional make up artist and everything, so I felt like I looked amazing. One problem: it was REALLY cold outside, where the video was being shot!

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Lots of action! It took all day for what will be a 4 minute video. Such is show biz, I guess.

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The blanket helped tremendously. Obviously I had to remove it for actual filming. My partner (a singer, who was holding the violin case as a prop) at least had a jacket to wear. But the day was great fun and a nice change!

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I went on a bike ride on Friday and you can see a bird pooped on me. I was sad, but at least I was wearing the helmet, right?!

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One of my weddings was at Pere Marquette Lodge. I was totally surprised to see a cake there, and naturally needed a picture. It is a long drive to get there (over an hour, and slow…) but a beautiful drive along the river. I want to go back soon but with my bike!

 

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And then band practice. That’s my purple violin on the floor there, and my binder full of music that I’m finally feeling good playing and now need to memorize. If you don’t remember, I’m in a band that plays Trans-Siberian Orchestra music. We have a tour in Nov/Dec (mostly local-ish places) but we also have a weekend of shows this July in Chicago so we are working hard to make everything sound fantastic. It’s been a lot of fun so far and I’m looking forward to becoming a rock star.

So there you have it. Between practicing, teaching, trying to exercise and cook, and all of that stuff…I’ve been feeling pretty tired and run down, but I see a light at the end of tunnel. March through May are often crazy busy months, but the summer is usually much freer.

Okay, friends, I’d better get ready for the rest of my day. I’m so behind on my to-do list due to all the above activities, so I want to try to do a few things on it today…or at least this week. And of course quality time with the fatness…

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Figure Skating

I was a little late to the Olympics watching (I missed the opening ceremonies and first few days, including the new “team figure skating”) but I’ve been trying to catch up. I’ve seen skeleton, luge, slopestyle skiing, halfpipe snowboarding, biathlon (which you’d think Americans would have embraced more because of our evident love of guns, but I guess trying to just hit a specific target is too challenging…), and a couple of other things too. I did miss the Bob Costas pink-eye fiasco, but that’s probably for the best.

Figure skating is my favorite sport. It’s beautiful, artistic, and technically challenging all at the same time, and accompanied by instrumental music, often violin (!).

I think that playing the violin is similar to figure skating. You work for many many years to gain your technical expertise (scales, scales, and more scales!), and then when you put it all together, you don’t want the technique to be all that the audience sees. Sure, those triple and quadruple jumps are important to land, effortless (or shifts, in violin), but if that’s all you worry about, the audience isn’t moved. But, if you MISS a jump (or a shift, or a series of notes), then that’s all the audience and judges notice. And if you do mess up, then it’s all about what happens next. You have to leave it behind in your performance and just stay in the moment (or a few seconds ahead of the moment, always planning ahead, but not looking back) and continue to do your best performance.

The one thing figure skaters get that we violinists rarely do is the wide scale audience! As popular as the Olympics are, I don’t think the yearly World competitions and smaller scale competitions get nearly the coverage, so it’s similar in a way—you work so hard, for so long, and mostly people don’t appreciate what you do, or truly understand the effort and skill involved. Perhaps they even discount your hard work by constantly referring to your “talent” for the sport, rather than realizing that it is primarily the time you have put into your craft that sets you above others. (This is a major pet peeve of mine. Rarely do people say someone has a “talent” for surgery or business. Often the idea that an artist has “talent” is what keeps our pay low, rather than thinking we are driven or hard working.)

But I’m not trying to get on a soapbox here. Honestly, I just love watching the Olympics. I’ve never been much of an ice skater, and I’ve never been skiing or snowboarding, so it’s all just amazing to me to watch. And you can also tell, that despite all the hard work and training the athletes put in, they are generally having the best time of their life showing off their skills, and that’s so important. I can’t imagine flipping around in the air like so many of the athletes do, or moving so fast, but I know how it feels to really nail a challenging part of a piece for the first time, or under pressure, and it is the best feeling in the world! I also know how it feels to fail to reach your goals, no matter how hard you worked for them.

I don’t know how it feels to wear an all pink body suit though. That needs to be something I do soon, right?

What’s your favorite Olympic sport? Am I trying to make the Olympics too much about me by likening it to playing the violin? Should I step down from my fancy soap box?

Perseid Quartet

My quartet, the Perseid Quartet, played to a full house last night at the Tavern of Fine Arts. It was so much fun and we were totally thrilled so many people braved the icy weather to come see us.

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Today my brain is exploding with so many thoughts. I feel like we had this huge accomplishment last night and then today is just an ordinary day, and it doesn’t really matter at all, in the greater scheme of things, but I feel so great about how we all played and how hard we worked to put on a good show and I feel like we are really contributing to the local music scene by playing together. I’m also listening to a bunch of quartets brainstorming for our next program.

It all seems fairly inconsequential though: so many musicians perform chamber music, and having a concert is really not a big deal, but to me, it feels really special and I’m glad we did it, and I can’t wait for the next one. I’m tickled by how many students and friends and family came out to support out and seemed to genuinely enjoy themselves. As much as we love playing for ourselves, playing for other people and sharing our love of music with them is particularly wonderful. I also think the experience of seeing a chamber music concert in a small setting like we had last night is unique and something that not everybody has experienced, but that people SHOULD experience.

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So often people say, oh, I don’t like classical music. But so many of those people really haven’t experienced classical music in a true way. So many musicians these days are playing concerts in restaurants and bars to reach more people, and honestly, it’s a lot of fun to attend. Isn’t it great being able to order drinks and food while you enjoy a live performance? Here in St Louis there are tons of people playing concerts at the Tavern every week, and other groups doing great things all other town (my former group, Chamber Project St Louis, plays at the Schlafly Tap Room a fair amount, for instance.)

As the saying goes, this isn’t your grandmother’s classical music…but yet it kind of is. Throughout history, chamber music has been performed in small areas where the audience is up close and personal with the performers. It’s a wonderful way to experience music, and the sound you will hear at a live performance is so much richer and fuller and more unique than anything on the radio… IMG_8895

(wait, where did that come from? a cat playing cowbell?)

I guess this is my plea and suggestion to you: step out of your comfort zone and attend a concert in your area that you wouldn’t ordinarily go to. You might be surprised by how much you enjoy it! Don’t be intimidated by feeling like you aren’t knowledgeable about the music. Trust me, even we professionals don’t know everything, and we are constantly learning more.

And I’ve been doing the same lately—trying to expose myself to more than just classical music. So it’s never too late and you’re never too young or old!

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I got my hair cut

It has been awhile since I got a haircut.

I feel so much lighter!

(requisite selfie haircut photos)

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It was so strange—my hairdresser had moved STATIONS. That’s how long it had been since I’d had a haircut. It was like being in a totally different part of the salon.

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I can’t think of a more comfortable place to sit.

Okay, don’t forget: local readers: Friday night! Perseid Quartet (that’s my quartet) is playing at the Tavern of Fine Arts at 8 pm. It’s a free show, and drinks and food are served (not free) during the performance. We are playing two quartets: Op. 18 no 4 by Beethoven, and the Grieg Quartet. More information on the Facebook event page (should be able to see that, if you can’t, let me know.)

If you can’t make that performance, don’t despair: there will be more. We are setting up more dates for the future, but are very excited about our first performance this weekend. I’m hoping for a full house, and would love to see you there!