I remember back when I was in middle and high school Sunday nights were often filled with dread. Here I am on Sunday and I’m in a great mood. Welcome to adulthood, I suppose? Perhaps it also helps that I’m currently in a less-busy time of year (famous last words), that I’m at the start of the school year, and that I only have 4 hours of teaching tomorrow, so, I can’t complain.

I’m hovering between 36 and 38 students…I’m behind on reorganizing my teaching binder. I have a binder with a divider and paper for notes on each student, and I’m about 9 months behind on it now. As in, there are students listed in there that I haven’t seen since 2014. I need to update it but it just isn’t a priority. I do have a few students that need to be added though, so I should make it a priority. I keep track of all my lesson payments in this binder too—all by hand with pencil and paper. Do other teachers do the same or do most of your do it on computer? I find the “old-fashioned” way works really well for tracking attendance since I already have the book next to me for taking notes and referring to previous lessons.

This was a busy weekend of social engagements. Louie and I hit up the Festival of Nations briefly yesterday afternoon, and then we rode our bikes in the Moonlight Ramble. That link goes to last year’s post about the ride—a midnight ride with 1000’s of other bikers through the streets of St Louis. This year was a less interesting route, IMO, but I felt pretty strong riding throughout. I’ve literally only ridden my bike three times this year but my legs are in pretty good shape from hiking and running and whatnot, so I’m sure that helped. I would like to bike more, but it’s hard to fit everything in! And uphills were still challenging, especially the steeper ones.

I would have used a different picture than that one from Instagram, but it was upside-down. I really need to figure out why phone pictures are often upside-down in Windows Live Writer but when I try to flip them they get distorted…but the picture looks fine otherwise. GRRR computer issues. There’s probably either a simple solution or none at all, I imagine. I know it’s the pictures I take that are “upside-down” to begin with but it shouldn’t matter, should it? And since that post I linked to from last year ALSO had a similar picture problem…I really should figure it out.

I made lemon poppy seed muffins the other day. They were tasty! I ended up taking the rest of them back to my friend Suzanne’s for brunch this morning. (I mentioned her before—she and her family are visiting this week and we are friends from Clinton, SC where we grew up). Well, actually it was at her friend Susan’s house, but nonetheless. The only downside was that I agreed to a 9:30 am brunch time without thinking it through, that we wouldn’t be home from the Ramble until after 3! Oops. But it was fun anyway. I miss so many of my old friends, so it was wonderful to catch up with Suzanne this week, after so many years…decades, really. Old friends remind you of who you used to be and where you come from, and that’s really a good thing! Dear old friends reading this, please be in touch if we haven’t been! I’ve been neglectful over the past years but I’m missing you all 🙂

New friends are important too, though, not to make anyone feel left out. And blog readers that I don’t even know, I am so thrilled you are reading!

I think I’ve mentioned that I’ve been eating “less meat.” It’s my way of thinking about it…it means that I haven’t been cooking meat at home, but I’ll eat it when served it at other people’s houses (gladly ;)) and sometimes at restaurants too. My feeling is that cutting back is making a difference, and that I’m okay with that, plus I don’t want a label.

I’m starting to feel like I’m getting back into violin playing shape. I have to say, the better shape you are in before you take 20 days off, the harder it is to get back. (duh). But I’ve got a performance of a Mozart and a Brahms Sonata in less than two weeks, so I’m working hard. I’m also trying to learn Beethoven op. 59 no. 1 for the Quartet, and I’ll tell you, that is not an easy violin part. Beethoven is so challenging, on pretty much every level, but SO satisfying! 

Other random thoughts…

I’m on the lookout for a good vegetarian taco filling recipe, so any suggestions are welcome.

Louie and I decided to subscribe to the symphony for this season—I think we have a package that includes 6 or 7 concerts. The good part is that if a conflict arises (and they will, they will) we can exchange our tickets by phone for another date. I feel strange planning to go to the symphony, for a variety of reasons (ex being a member, them not calling after officially putting me on the sublist likely because of ex being a member) but as I always say, I loved music first and so I’m not giving up concerts for that reason. I can love seeing Mahler and Beethoven and Joshua Bell without loving the organization performing it.

I’ve been watching “Bloodline” on Netflix. I don’t love it but I’m interested to see “what happens next.”

I’m still working on my trip recaps. I’m making great progress, I think, having completed 4 parts so far. My plan is to have 2 more parts and perhaps 1 final thoughts part. I still can’t believe I was on such an epic trip recently, especially after having been on an epic trip to Italy in May. This has been truly an amazing year!

And there you have it. My own Moonlight Ramblings. See you soon!

I feel like this summer has been one big race to the end of July. That’s not to say that I haven’t been trying to live in the moment (whatever that means, since all we DO is live in the moment we are in…) but that there are so many things happening at the end of July and then in August that constant preparation and practice has been required, which makes the end of July the goal, which makes the summer a big race. And today is one of the big goals along the way, for my little sister Carrie is visiting and staying overnight with me and playing a concert with her trio at the Tavern of Fine Arts. I’m finishing my house cleaning and preparation (okay, so house cleaning isn’t exactly a forte of mine, but I do my best, or at least kind of my best) and hoping to get a good amount of practice in before their arrival.

Sometimes I feel that I am torn into many different pieces and directions, often failing to do any one thing good enough, much less all of them. And then other times I feel that indeed I can do all of these things, and more, and that I have spent my whole life building the skills required and working towards it. Right now I feel like my efforts toward the play have been really working out and that I am doing far better than I hoped. I feel underprepared for the upcoming recital, for a variety of reasons, but I know it’ll be a fun performance anyway, and that sometimes it’s good just to get up there and play for people. Let me remember that summer is not the best time to schedule a solo recital! I feel like I’m finally getting on top of my teaching scheduling for the fall, and I’m ready for our trip in August, for the most part. All the planning and lists are there, and after Carrie leaves it will be time to start actually pulling items off shelves and putting them together in piles or boxes. So perhaps, when I list it out like this, most of what I’m doing is happening well enough, some will work out in the end (another week is key to recital preparation, I think!) and other things aren’t entirely up to me, for instance, I can only hope that my students don’t suddenly come up with activities that conflict with their violin lesson time and expect me to fix it. (Lesson scheduling is always a very elaborate house of cards.)

I decided to socialize last night rather than get a good night’s sleep, which was needed (all work and no play makes hannah a dull girl?) but is definitely making the morning more challenging. Probably the cause of my rambling introspection as well, and will also accompany me as the excuse as to why I don’t have any photos here—I just haven’t uploaded anything recently! Trust me, once I get to traveling soon I’ll have so many pictures. And I have still been posting on instagram, so check me out there 🙂 Time to work now!

Time just flies, doesn’t it? My last blog post was June 22, and here it is July 3. I’ve been busy as usual, though not particularly MORE busy than usual. I often think of things I’d like or want to blog about, but then I just don’t sit down to do so. Right now I have a couple of hours to fill until it’s time to go to dinner, so I thought I’d make an attempt to talk about myself.

Not that talking about myself is hard! Simply that I’m a bit sleepy, and thinking about how I should be practicing or doing something more productive than blogging. Which is ridiculous, as blogging IS important to me, and is productive enough as it stands.

My parents were in town yesterday and today Louie has a guest of the family visiting us, so we’ve been doing some touristy things. I’ll work backwards.

Today we went to the Cahokia Mounds. I’d been a few years ago, directly after my separation, but this was a much more pleasant day. Time is a funny thing, isn’t it? You think you’ll always feel how you do, and you don’t.

I wouldn’t have guessed that I’d be back to Cahokia Mounds a few years later with these folks, because I didn’t know them. But I’m definitely for the better!

There are nearly 80 mounds in the area, but the biggest is called Monk’s Mound. We climbed up it, and there was a lovely view of the skyline! I presume that’s why the Cahokians built the mounds 😉

The city of Cahokia, a Native American city, was inhabited from 700 to 1400 AD with the peak between 1050 and 1200 AD. There were up to 20,000 people living there, which meant that it was not surpassed in population by any city in the United States until the late 18th century.

In contrast, Orvieto (where we went on our trip in May) had a population of about 30,000 by the end of the 13th century. It’s just really interesting to think of how different people lived in different parts of the world at the same time!

Working backwards. Yesterday my parents and I went to the zoo. I’d only been to the zoo for one other visit with them last summer, so it was great. I sometimes forget how much I actually do like animals, especially when the zoo isn’t terribly hot and crowded.

Giraffes really are the weirdest looking animals, aren’t they?

The orangutan was really strange. He or she was wearing a blanket of sorts like a shawl.

We spent a long time watching this polar bear splashing around in the water playing with a large ball. He was having the best time!

And the penguins. Love them. It was really cold in the penguin display house though, which makes sense but still! I am allowed to wish I’d brought a jacket.

My mother brought along my old trip journals from when I was a kid. We took two big “west” trips with my family, one in 1989 and one in 1991, and she encouraged us to keep journals. They are hilarious and wonderful to read! I’d thought it would help with my planning for our August adventure, but it didn’t really. It did make me nostalgic and laugh at how my criteria for a nice campground meant it must have a pool and how I documented every food item I ate. I was blogging but on paper. It makes me want to keep a trip journal on the upcoming trip, but more likely I will just take notes along the way and then blog later.

So what else have I been up to other than doing sightseeing around town? Practicing for my July 31st concert at the Tavern of Fine Arts…Rehearsing for the play I’m in—I am playing the part of “The Fiddler” in a play this month. It’s not a speaking role—it’s a “playing the violin” role, but it IS a role and rehearsals so far have been both fun and really interesting. The acting world is very different but we have similar goals (to say yes to so many things that cut into our actual income sources in order to keep ourselves too busy, I think?) and I’m learning so much…teaching students, RESCHEDULING students due to play practice…doing all kinds of stuff around the house…planning vacations…and feeling like as usual I don’t devote enough time outside of the house to doing things with friends and as a result I have no friends left (I don’t actually think that’s true, but I feel bad not seeing people in forever!).

There was a ton of housework involved in order to prepare for the guests! But I’m more pleased with how my home looks right now than since I moved in, so that’s real progress. I’m starting to feel like I’m getting ahold of everything I’m trying to do, even as I continually consider that I am trying to do too much! At least I’ve had a few days to relax and regroup, and having an hour here to blog before I want to get a bit of practice in is nice too. We have dinner plans, and tomorrow is a holiday, and I’m trying to remind myself that I’m basically on top of things and I don’t need to be so stressed, but it’s hard sometimes! Maybe it’s a sign that I am taking on too much, or that I need to work on some better relaxation or coping mechanisms, or who knows. I do sometimes think I worry too much and don’t do enough…which is probably a little crazy sounding.

So now, I can choose. Nap, practice, read…what should I do for an hour? How has your July been going so far?

My last blog post was a little whiny and down so I wanted to write something more upbeat.

I had a pretty good weekend. The only downside was due to all the rain we’ve been getting here…the basement was leaking a bit, the upstairs bathroom a bit too, and then we were going to go for a hike and saw that the park we wanted to go to was closed due to flooding, and decided that any hike would likely be really muddy and unpleasant. I recently bought new hiking boots for our trip in August and I haven’t had a chance to break them in yet, but I guess worse case I’ll start wearing them on walks with the dog or something.

So instead of going for a hike Louie and I went to the Missouri History Museum. There were two exhibits that we wanted to see and thought it would be a nice day for it. Everybody else thought so too, evidently, because the one exhibit had a line out the door and the other one was very crowded. Now, I’m not talking Vatican Museum crowded, but still more people than are comfortable at an exhibition. We went through the exhibit called State of Deception: The Power of Nazi Propaganda, but then decided to visit A Walk in 1875 St Louis another time. We also looked at the World’s Fair exhibit, which I believe is a permanent exhibit as I saw it last summer. It was a nice way to spend a few hours, and FREE so the cost can’t be beat.

Overall there was a lot of activity over the weekend. Mostly going out to eat and meeting up with friends. There was a lot of mexican food, but also Ethiopian food and a lovely family birthday celebration (for Louie’s stepdad) at Atlas, a new to me restaurant. That dinner was one of the most delicious meals I’d had in awhile! I had walleye with potatoes and carrots, and a wonderful beet salad with goat cheese, walnuts, and arugula. It was all beautifully presented and delicious.

You’d think after a nice weekend I’d be a little bummed to get back to work, but I’m not. I have a light teaching schedule this week which means I’ll have a lot of practicing time (yay, desperately needed) and time for other stuff too. Basically I’m happy it stopped raining (though it’s hot now, boo) and ready to get things done! So I’m off to do that now 🙂