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I am a violinist. I also enjoy running, working out, reading, and hanging with my friends and cat.
Cat, Running

What to do now?

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I’m home!  It was a great “long weekend” in Phoenix and now it’s time to hit the ground running.  Ideally.  I’m trying to figure out how much work I can get done today before I teach (teaching work, mainly—there’s always stuff to be done outside of actual teaching and I was already behind) and I wanted to blog…and really I should just be practicing.

I got back to the gym this morning.  It was nice to do something other than running (ha, as if I’ve really done much lately other than the half…) and I almost enjoyed doing squats.  I was extra strong this morning though, which was awesome.  I did several sets with 115 pounds which is a lot for me!

Cat time:

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Nice to be home to this cat! Chris sent me that photo whilst I was gone.

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Even though this one is pretty sweet, especially now that he’s settled down—he was a VERY feisty kitten!

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The trick to instagramming a good cat picture is to figure out what setting is best.  Albergo looks good on “Lo-Fi”, we determined. 

The best part of marathon training:  even though I am tired of running now,(arguably that has been going on for awhile) I still need to run, and the plan has 12 miles this weekend. I hope it’s really cold, like it was the other weekend! (I’d use my sarcastic font so you were clear, but generally everything I say is sarcastic.)

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I like this picture from the race.  I’m WALKING and still have that expression of great pain.  Walking is hard, evidently. 

Random thoughts, Running

Still Alive

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How crazy that I haven’t blogged since FRIDAY?  Who am I?  Is anyone even reading this anymore?

*crickets*

I hear bloggers who say, oh I was really busy living life, I didn’t have time to blog.  But I could use that excuse all the time or never.  It’s not like I’m super busy, but it’s not like I don’t live life just because I have time to blog about it.

My real excuse is that I didn’t feel like it.  🙂

Anyway.  I ran the race yesterday.  Finished in 2:36:58.  I was happy with it.  I’ll write more later.  I feel less stressed about running a marathon (and training) now, so that’s awesome.

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That’s me, looking happy.  Also with the awkward arm on my hip thing.  Leslie was less happy because she’d been waiting around for me and couldn’t open a bottle of something she wanted to drink.  Luckily I was able to help!  I’m strong like that.

I fly home tomorrow! 

Product Reviews

Personalized Amazing Biorhythms Review

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I don’t know what I was expecting, but this was kind of…um…seriously, this counts as giving somebody a gift?  Okay, I’m not a horoscope person, so maybe that’s the problem here, and I shouldn’t have requested this product, but I can’t find a real use for it.  But I need to review it in order to stay in good standing on a website I joined, so here it is–

Company:  Because I tried it:  Personalized gifts for anyone, anywhere.  I don’t know about you, but if I got a gift that was just a chart with dates I’d be pretty annoyed.  I’m not trying to be mean, I’m just being honest.  But if you have a friend who is really into horoscopes and fortune telling and that kind of thing, they might really like it.  I googled the product and found a lot of bloggers out there gushing about it…now maybe they are being fake or false, but one thing I’ve learned in life is that people like different things!  So…

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There’s my chart!  You can follow the company on Twitter https://twitter.com/BecauseITriedIt Facebook http://www.facebook.com/BecauseITriedIt

I received one or more of the products mentioned above for free using Tomoson.com. Regardless, I only recommend products or services I use personally and believe will be good for my readers.

Running

Visiting my sister and brother-in-law

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I’m in Phoenix, ostensibly to run the P.F. Chang’s Rock and Rock Half Marathon, but really for an excellent excuse to visit my sister Leslie and my (fairly new) brother-in-law Peter.  (They got married in October.)

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I’ve decided that January is definitely the best time to visit Phoenix.  This is (I think) my third visit to Phoenix in January.  A quick search of my Gmail tells me I visited in January of 2005. (That seems so long ago…) If I recall it was cold and rainy that visit, which wasn’t amazing, though still better than Cleveland weather, I’m sure (where I lived at the time.) 

Leslie and Peter had a rehearsal this morning so I’m on my own, hence writing this post.  I mentioned I might blog while they were gone and Peter was a little concerned about his privacy.  Hopefully I haven’t crossed any lines!

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Leslie has her own cat so I don’t feel TOO homesick.  It helps that Chris sends videos and pictures throughout the day…

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Question:  Would anyone be interested in seeing videos of the cat?  I have heard from my readers that many think I post too many cat pictures and others think I don’t post enough…

Interesting fact: Leslie lived in the same apartment complex in 2005 that she does now—since then she lived in two other places, before ending up where she is now.  One of those places had a cool spiral staircase.  I like the place now because it has a guest room with bathroom!

Fortuitously Leslie and Peter got their wedding pictures back on the same day as my visit!  It was so fun to go through the albums (online) sitting right next to Leslie. Yes, I took pictures OF the computer screen.

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This is possibly the greatest picture of me ever.  Note the serious look on my face as we were signing the marriage certificate.  Weddings are serious business,.

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I look SO much taller than my sisters.  I’m assuming it was the giant bump in my hair?  I like this picture because Carrie (in blue) is laughing, I’m laughing at her, and Leslie is smiling like a normal person.  (Perhaps weddings aren’t actually serious business?  I’m so confused!)

Leslie and I have decided we are going to work together over the next few days to make a really nice recap of her wedding complete with professional photos for you!  So please stay tuned.

 

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Did I ever show you guys the Christmas Card my parents sent out?  I think my mother was a little bit proud of the fact that two of her daughters got married in 2012 🙂 

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This was from the wedding gift we sent them—it was a blender.  Can anybody tell me in the comments what that refers to?

On the docket for today:  practicing (people have rehearsal this morning, the horror!), Mexican food (the best reason to visit!), and the race expo.  The sun is shining and my phone tells me it is 59 degrees outside.  What a perfect day!

Oh, can anyone spot the difference between these two photos?  Leslie and I had a hard time at first.  My mother posted them both on facebook and we couldn’t figure out why she posted both of them.  We spent a fair amount of time analyzing the subtle differences—for instance, my arm is more bent in the first picture, and my brother is further away from my Dad in the second…and then we realized the difference was a bit more than that.  Do you see it?

Be sure to enter my giveaway for some free ebooks.  You’ll love the books if you love reading (or even if you just LIKE reading).

Any readers running Rock and Roll Arizona this weekend?

Random thoughts

Harry Leslie Smith: Three books

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Today’s post is a book review/giveaway!  Thanks to everybody who commented on my post yesterday—if you haven’t read it, I’d love it if you did.  One of the things I love most about my blog is that I’m not limited in my topics.  Tomorrow I’ll write about something completely different, so check back often!

Harry Leslie Smith wrote three books which are all part of his memoirs.  I was hooked on his story from the beginning, and I read one book after another, eager to learn more about his life.

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1923: A Memoir Lies and Testaments

Hamburg 1947: A Place for the Heart to Kip

The Empress of Australia: A Post-War Memoir

The books weave together Harry’s personal experience with history as we know it today.  He was born in 1923 in England and lived in complete poverty growing up.  His family situation was incredibly difficult his whole childhood. He joined the Royal Air Force during World War II and was stationed in Hamburg, Germany after the war.  It was fascinating to see how people lived in Germany after the war—this was something I had absolutely never thought of.  He also did a wonderful job of bringing the difficulties of the lower classes in England to light, and bringing us into the mindset of these people and to really understand their struggles and challenges.  He tells his story frankly and calmly yet with humor throughout.

Harry had so many hardships in his life, but managed to keep hopeful that life would get better.  Harry is just a likable guy.  I found myself rooting for him at every turn. He met and fell in love with a German woman in Hamburg and had many ups and downs in their relationship, from courtship, to marriage, to moving back to Halifax, England, and finally emigrating to Canada (that’s where the story ends…for now.  The author is working on the next volume!)

I couldn’t put my kindle down while I was reading these three memoirs.  It’s funny, because I’m a huge fan of Downton Abbey, and I kept thinking about the fact that Downton Abbey is set during the same time period that Harry was born and was growing up.  Now yes, I know Downton Abbey is fictional, but it is based on real people–Here some people are living in such incredible luxury, and others are barely surviving.  I guess the world today is much the same though.  It’s just amazing to think about sometimes.

I emailed with the author several times as well, and he was always cheerful, pleasant, and erudite.  It’s amazing to me to think of what he has lived through.

Here’s Harry Leslie Smith’s bio,and here’s a link to his blog:

Harry Leslie Smith: Harry was born in 1923, in Barnsley Yorkshire. He is a Second World War veteran who served with the RAF. Following the war, Smith remained in the Royal Air Force and was stationed in Hamburg Germany as part of the allied occupation force. During his military tour in Germany, Harry Leslie Smith developed a strong attachment to the German people and their culture. Following his service in Germany, Smith was demobbed and returned to Yorkshire. In the 1950′s Harry Leslie Smith became disillusioned with life in Britain and emigrated with his wife to Canada. Following a successful career in the Oriental carpet trade which lasted close to fifty years, Smith finally retired to follow his true calling: exploring the social history of his generation through memoirs, essays and public speaking events. Harry Leslie Smith’s essays have been featured in Canada’s National Newspaper The Globe and Mail Facts and Argument Section, numerous journals and through on line platforms. He is an accomplished speaker that has told the history of his life and his generation during the Great Depression and the Second World War to schools, colleges and professional associations. He is the author of 1923: A Memoir, Hamburg 1947, The Barley Hole Chronicles, 1953: The Empress of Australia. Currently, Harry Leslie Smith is working on a memoir of Toronto in the 1950′s as well as a book about Ex Pats in Portugal. Nearly 90, he still has miles to go before he sleeps.

I always feel like I could write a better or at least, longer, book review, but I hate to give too much away. I personally don’t like reading a review that tells everything about the book, so that’s why I’m trying to be fairly brief.

Giveaway time!

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I’m testing out the rafflecopter widget here so bear with me if there are any problems.  One lucky reader will win all three books, ebooks only 🙂  I think you’ll enjoy them, and you’ll be glad you got to know Harry Leslie Smith.  If you don’t win, I highly recommend you read them anyway–the kindle editions are really affordable (you can get the set for under $4….I guess this is a pretty cheap giveaway too, ha!)  Those are affiliate links above so if you do buy something I get a tiny amount.

Practicing

Do I get an opinion too?

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I’ve been practicing more (violin) than usual lately.  I wasn’t going to tell you why, because it’s one of those things that most musicians don’t feel comfortable sharing publicly.  But who cares.  I’m taking the St Louis Symphony audition next month.  I’ve taken lots of orchestra auditions in my life, and this is another one.  It just happens to be down the street.  There you go.

The other day I was playing the opening of the Brahms Violin Concerto and it just felt better than it used to.  I felt STRONG and I felt as if I was playing exactly what I wanted to and was more engaged and focused than I remembered being in the past.  I thought, huh, maybe lifting weights has helped me get stronger, especially from my back and shoulders.  I feel like I’m playing really well, possibly better than ever.  And then I thought, I guess I’ll see if that’s true at the audition in February.

In other words: my thought was that the only opinion on my violin playing that mattered was the opinion of some committee for about five minutes on a random day (click here to read a previous blog post about “orchestra auditions“).  It hit me how awful that is.  I should be able to have a valid opinion of my own playing.  It shouldn’t be based on the last audition I lost or a negative comment I received.  It probably shouldn’t be based on a positive comment someone gave me either.  I mean, I’m 34 years old, I teach people to play the violin, I have very strong opinions on THEIR playing.  I should be able to have an opinion on my own.

It’s not that I never think, oh that sounded good.  But when I think that, I usually try to squash that feeling.  I don’t want to get a big head, or overconfident, or heaven forbid, feel good about my violin playing, right? 😉  That’s not what we were taught in conservatory!

Okay, so here’s where I honestly think I stand, right now.  I feel like I’m playing really well.  I feel strong, my shoulder feels good, my wrists feel good (those are injury prone areas for me) and I feel like I’m doing a great job making the violin do what I want (I have specific things but I’m not going to get TOO technical!).  So all that should count for something, right?  My opinion should matter. 

And I should be able to say, I’m taking the St Louis Symphony Audition in February, and I’ve been working on the list and will continue to do so for the next month.  So what if you know that?  You’re not going to stop reading my blog if I lose, are you?  I don’t think I have any friends who will stop being my friend if I lose, either, so who cares?

Yet I’m still really nervous about publishing this post.  I mean, I’ll care if I lose.  But that’s regardless of whether I blog about it, right?